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My name is Lindsay and I am 21 years old. I have been married since November of 2007 and have a son, Levi, who was born in September of 2007.

The main reason I made this livejournal is that I feel like I've lost myself. My life is defined by my role to others; i am a wife and a stay at home mother, and my son and husband seem to define my existence more often than not. I have trouble remembering who I was before I became a wife and mother. So this is going to be my outlet... my exploration of who Lindsay is when you strip away the people that define my existence. I want to be passionate about things again other than disposable diapers and lysol. So this is my struggle to find myself amid the life that took me by surprise.

I am a smoker. I don't want or need to be lectured for it. I know its unhealthy and I hope eventually to quit. But i can't quit because other people want me to, i have to be ready, and at the moment I'm not.

I used to be REALLY into music. Listening to it, writing it, singing it, critiquing it, everything. I miss that, and I hope to get back into it.

I started writing an erotic novel when I was 15. While I have lost interest in the project because it would require SOOOO much fixing, I would like to write a novel at some point, I just need an idea that strikes me.

I did a lot of drama club in high school, and i miss it.

I was a high school drop out, but I recieved my GED with very high scores and hope to go on to college in the future when the finances permit.

I love reading. I can lose myself in a book in a way that I can't with anything else. The roof could gave in while I was with a good book and I wouldn't notice.

I am very people oriented. I love making new friends.

I want to eventually be a sex therapist/marriage counselor.

I am a Christian though my faith is more personal; i am not particularly "religious" and I dont attend church on a regular basis.

I have an opinion about pretty much any topic.

Well, that's what I've got so far. Hope to meet some new people soon!

~Lindsay~




“Life is going to push you around. It's going to beat you up. And it's going to scare you. But then, one day, you realize you’re not just a survivor. You're a warrior.”

-Brooke Davis

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